Enter Galactic You and Me. (Ode to Phillip)

I've got some issues that nobody can see and all of these emotions are pouring out of me; I bring them to the light for you; it's only right. [KiD CuDi]

Hello, I'm A-Mess and this week (since last Wednesday) has just been something like a wreck that leaves me feeling some type of way. So here goes, I've gotten into a mess bigger than I ever thought. I wouldn't be in the mess if I actually THOUGHT, but hey, can't erase the past. They say, when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad -- so why did I do all I did ? There's a big positive outcome out of all I've done, but in gaining something wonderful, I think I lost what's amazing. This time [congratulate me], I'm not looking for someone to put the blame on -- that person is me. It really gets to you when you have to hear those types of reactions, but that feeling isn't as bad as what I've done. I AM SORRY. Alas, I've owned up to my wrong doings and my conscience is semi-cleansed. Now all I need is actual forgiveness. This is my public apology and although you probably won't read this maybe my snail mail will help. I have all the time in the world, trust me I'm not rushing to go anywhere else. I know you're not rushing to come to me. . .even if the day never comes, I'll love me in the mean time. This is for you LoveBug. -- I'm sorry and I don't know when I will stop saying that. But I owe you so much more than you will ever know. You may not hold the same love I have for you towards me but that's okay, I can live with that as long as you're in my life. I just want to see your smile but I can't anymore, but as long as I know you're happy, I can just replay in my mind every moment I made you smile. Those moments live in my heart and I won't throw them behind a desk. I make mistakes all the time and I KNOW neither one of us are perfect but to me you'll always be a little more than better than the rest. You deserve everything and more. I may not be who you chose in the end but don't ever for a second forget that I'm never too far. A few hundred miles...hours...days if I walk don't mean a thing, I'll go to where ever you are if you're ever in need. I've made up my mind about a lot of things and I intend to prove to you that I'm not as stupid as my actions make me seem. You make me less dumb and for that, I owe you everything I am. (I'm cute ♥)

And now for the topic I was inspired to write about and my Ode to Phillip: Long Distance Relationships.
My personal take on it: Relationships are beautiful and I will never deny it. I love Love, forever. If the right feelings are there, love, respect and trust, then I don't see why not. But, what happens when there's that yearning ? Does that keep the couple going -- because they are both waiting for the day until they see each other once more ? I'm not against this at all, when have I ever been against relationships ? But point is, these situations can work, can work quite beautifully in the most romantic ways. Unfortunately, I am not lucky enough to be in such a situation. But for those who are, best wishes to you all. But most importantly, for those who are considering it, have no fear. Because you see, "Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love and something to hope for" (Joseph Addison). In the end, maybe a long distance relationship is a test of love. Just don't lose sight of the goal and slip up. (Comments, questions, concerns, ideas...much appreciated THANKS !)

Till my next inspiration...Ciao.
"Since I made it here, I can make it anywhere; Yeah they love me everywhere..."