There's so much SHIT going on it's crazy. Nothing I can make public as of yet anyway. But I do need to vent.
Going home this weekend, my babies are gone upstate but I will still make this weekend one to remember [for life], check for that. It'll be juicy. Anywho, I've been pretty sick all week. My throat feels like it should be ripped out my neck and now I think my wisdom tooth is acting up. That bullshit. I did my winter shopping at the Garden State Plaza -- that mall is the shit. Thank God for no tax on clothing WOO ! Now all I need is my Uggs and I'll be set, feels me ?
So it hit me hard the other night, once I go away to another school, I won't be able to see my nephew's growth every week. But I have to educate myself so I can spoil him when the time comes. I'm glad I won't be missing his first birthday though. I would never be able to get over it. Life -- I wonder -- will it take me under ? Too much on the dome I can't even find the words to express. Music will guide me. People are NEVER who you think they are. Take your time when getting to know someone. I'm being completely serious.
I'll be back Sunday night most likely :]
"Like a sprained ankle, boy I ain't nothin' to play with !"
I'm feeling gangsta. LOL.
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there is sales tax up here, so I'm hating on you at the moment.
ReplyDeletei was definitely dealing with the same dilema with my nephew :( I didn't want to leave him for 4 years and not be able to see him grow up. Then I thought about the EXACT same thing you did! lol
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i wish you came with to cuse.
ReplyDeleteily.
i should see my nephew more since i'm so close.