I've been avoiding my issues lately only because I'm in denial and just want to believe they will be solved on their own, but sooner or later, it all comes crashing down.
I don't have the correct words to explain what is going on within me at the moment. I always knew the day would come when I'd have to hear those words, I just hoped it wouldn't be any time soon. Last week was anything but great - not even okay. The way it ended, damn, I guess you can say it ended me too, metaphorically. But even with that, I'm trying to see the bright side of my situation, I'm sorry but I really can't. I've never been optimistic....and I'm DEF not about to start now. How can you be someone's friend when you have to put up a front whenever you talk to them ? No, I'm not alright. I wish I could be your friend, but you're killing me now. I can't be who you want when you don't even give me a break. How do I fix this....fix me....aye.
I need a major distraction...hobby....prospects. lmao. I make myself laugh sometimes, it's healthy.
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when life gives you lemons, make lemonade... or throw them at people who aggravate you :)
ReplyDeleteyou're a strong girl, ashley. don't forget that
ash. you don't have to fix you. you don't need to be anything for anything.
ReplyDeletegive yourself credit for the amazing ass person you are and have some fun. indulge in things that make you happy like music and clothes and me haha.
ily.
anything for anyone **
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