Room for Improvement.

So it's been too long since I touched base. Have plenty to blog about just too few words to express and fully explain what goes on in this life of mine. Blah. I don't want to sound cliche and say this year I will definitely change, but for this second - let's allow it.

I finished my first semester with a 3.2 GPA, I'm not too upset or too happy but I guess it's something. I'm ready to put in work for that 3.8 and get my ass out of that place. LET'S GOOOOO ! Moving forward, I have officially come to terms with the fact that I don't need someone (male figure) to make me feel wanted, happy, important, etc. what the fuck, I am eighteen years old and reeeeaalllyyy need to get out of that "Cuffin" mentality. Trust me when I say, and my friends know it all too well, I am at my best when I am alone. So very happily, I intend to stay this way :]

I learned a FUCKING lot in 2009, mostly because I was shitted on but lastly because I became the same asshole who shitted on me constantly. In the end, that was the ultimate lesson and what led me to realize how much better off I am alone. This of course does not include friends and family, because let's be real, where would I be without any of them ? Although I firmly believe that I don't have much to be happy about I am feeling all sorts of happy. Going to finish up all those transfer apps, then just maybe I will be complete.

As for this blog's title, its self-explanatory. I have much more growing up to do as well as improvements and I'm just grown up enough to admit it.

"a sure thing just might fail you"